If you have any triggers then I ask that you do not follow me. I don't want my way of recovery standing in the way of yours.
I am admittedly pretty sick and twisted. My dreams are of torture and torment and darkness and madness, my obsessions are the easily fractured and shattered state of humanity. Blood and gore are sickening delights for me. I must admit though, I don't like them to actually happen. It is only in fiction that I find any delight in them. I may seem heartless, but I am quite human and want abuse and depression and everything else to end just as much as the next person.